Always get stared at.

[Homelesscel]

I get stared at so much in public its getting obvious, mostly its always with a weird look like they grossed or weireded out by me.

For example today I went to the laundromat to wash my clothes, as I walked in there were 2 foids already inside, they stopped talking as I walked in and stared at my as if I walked in holding a corpse. It was painfully silent for way too long before they continued talking softly again.

Or when I was eating my dinner today, I arrived a little late at the salvation army and they were already closing (I still hate how everything closes so early on weekends the salvation army closes at 6) anyway I managed to still get a meal but I couldn't eat in inside so I ate it outside on a bench, a group of teenagers on those horrible fat tired e-bikes drove past me they all looked at me one of them even spun his head around to look at me after they already passed by me.

I sometimes just see their faces change when they look at me and it so stupid and frustrating.

[VH911]

It's the same everywhere.

[Homelesscel]

It's the same everywhere.

Would be rich if I got a Euro every time.

[General Alek]

This is what happens when you are not neurotypical

People notice immediately

[Homelesscel]

This is what happens when you are not neurotypical

People notice immediately

Brutal truth.

[Vincent]

or just ugly / deformed? why would they look at you like that?
you looked homeless?

[Homelesscel]

or just ugly / deformed? why would they look at you like that?

Could be, I don't have perfect face features.

you looked homeless?

No thats the thing that annoys me so much I don't have the stereotypical homeless look, I shower daily and wear clean clothes

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I can relate with you as a similar type of phenomenon has been occurring with me for the past three years or so. This especially occurs when I travel outside from where I live and even inside the town I live in. This especially occurs with foids mostly white foids. I have noticed the stacier a foid is the more likely she is to do give you weird looks especially if you are an autistcel and ethniccel like I am. I am race pilled and I identify as a Currycel so this is a rather common phenomenon I experience.

[VH911]

I can relate with you as a similar type of phenomenon has been occurring with me for the past three years or so. This especially occurs when I travel outside from where I live and even inside the town I live in. This especially occurs with foids mostly white foids. I have noticed the stacier a foid is the more likely she is to do give you weird looks especially if you are an autistcel and ethniccel like I am. I am race pilled and I identify as a Currycel so this is a rather common phenomenon I experience.

@nigga and @rever are currycels as well

[Homelesscel]

I can relate with you as a similar type of phenomenon has been occurring with me for the past three years or so. This especially occurs when I travel outside from where I live and even inside the town I live in. This especially occurs with foids mostly white foids. I have noticed the stacier a foid is the more likely she is to do give you weird looks especially if you are an autistcel and ethniccel like I am. I am race pilled and I identify as a Currycel so this is a rather common phenomenon I experience.

Brutal man sorry you have to deal with that I'm 100% Dutch living in the netherlands but still get stared it tho I think it would be even more if I was also a ethniccel.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

@Homelesscel Yeah it's gotten worse in the past three years. When I was young it did not happen to the extent it does now. I was born and raised in the West so I am by a lot of accounts Western but my physical appearance is that of a Curry and that cannot be erased or changed plus I am a really nerdy looking guy.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

@Homelesscel If you feel comfortable sharing how do you survive being homeless? I am curious because I fear I might become homeless very soon somewhere in the future. I am currently living with family but that might change not too long from now. I am not sure how it is like for homeless people in the Netherlands but here in the U.S. it can get pretty bad at times.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

@nigga @rever you guys have another currycel brother on here.

Are you guys from the sub continent or are you Western of Curry origin?

[VH911]

@nigga @rever you guys have another currycel brother on here.

Are you guys from the sub continent or are you Western of Curry origin?

I don't know if nigga will respond in near time, so i tell you: he's from sweden.
rever will answer, but he's from india.

[Homelesscel]

@Homelesscel If you feel comfortable sharing how do you survive being homeless? I am curious because I fear I might become homeless very soon somewhere in the future. I am currently living with family but that might change not too long from now. I am not sure how it is like for homeless people in the Netherlands but here in the U.S. it can get pretty bad at times.

The biggest reason I can survive being homeless is that I do still make money from my part time job, that covers my meals, I also get most of my meals cheap from the salvation army which means I can save most of my money for my future plan on getting a small apartment. My work ha also told me that when my contract ends in 6 months they will give me a fulltime job which will help even more.
I spent most of my time in public places and just roam around for hours until I go back to my tent to sleep, its not as easy as I might make it sound but I survive by.

[Sumzero]

sucks man, if I was in your situation I would honestly consider becoming a theif, I would try to go to a very blue state and just steal shit, rob stores, maybe save up for enough to buy a gun or a fake gun, then you could get arrested and get free meals and a place to sleep for a while before they let you out again, from which you could do more looting

that or go ER in a state that is lax on crime and just get life in prison, then you can enjoy free meals and shelter curtesy of our tax payers
all of this in GTA 5 of course I would never advise someone break the law in real life

[Homelesscel]

sucks man, if I was in your situation I would honestly consider becoming a theif, I would try to go to a very blue state and just steal shit, rob stores, maybe save up for enough to buy a gun or a fake gun, then you could get arrested and get free meals and a place to sleep for a while before they let you out again, from which you could do more looting

that or go ER in a state that is lax on crime and just get life in prison, then you can enjoy free meals and shelter curtesy of our tax payers
all of this in GTA 5 of course I would never advise someone break the law in real life

I do not live in the states, I live in the netherlands and its almost impossible to get a gun here. Tho I have thought of commiting crimes purely for the purpose of getting arrrested and put in prison I'm also a bit parranoid to do it and don;t want to ruin things with the job that I have since its really what keeps me from being pennyless. the netherlands is also a bit lenient when it comes to punishments.

[Massimo]

I want women to stare at me.