what would happen if I devoted my life to my sexual feelings ?

[Massimo]

in other words what would happen if I devoted my life to trying to get sex with women to satisfy whenever I had sexual feelings would this be something pointless or would this be something that should be pursued for my whole life because I feel very strongly about it stronger than most people when it comes to the sexual feelings of lust.

[General Alek]

You sound like a good incel forum member

[mattgaetz]

youll go to hell

[Massimo]

youll go to hell

i don't want that.

[Sustacel250]

If you dedicated your life to women and your feels you can become a sad poet that is unsuccessful. Or you could become a seductor of women if you are good looking. Women tend to appreciate seductors and write of their mythical capabilities and powers to keep affairs hidden from sight.

When I was a proactive incel activist I successfully infiltrated one of the early internet sexhaver groups, I discovered the usage of telegram spread first in the sexhaver groups, later it spread in the politically activated part of the population. Communist incel named sparrowsong called it "the fuckmasons". We independently observed the fuckmasonry, which is a network of normies who administer sexual encounters. While being infiltrated inside their communities I learned many of their behaviors and their secret codes, revealed some of them inside incel groups at the time.

Since I learned this truth, I would like to say if you dedicated your life to women you would fail in life. The normies I seen lived what I call "sociosexuality", they absolutely do put all their efforts in sex, but the viewpoint of a normie is broader so everything is sex for them. Including the status in the hierarchy and the car they drive and the plans for the future.

If you simply focus on your emotion, you become a misunderstood poet or a failed one. Poet life is brutal because if you write cringe, no matter how true your feelings are, you will always be at the bottom.

As for poet life, my observation is following: I observed a 25 yold poet, he disappeared and I have no news about him, he was going online saying we need poets (he was asking money), but nobody buys shit poetry. Another poet I observed became an adversarial journalist after facing the delusion derived from his artoid tendencies. Failed artists all live with the shame of hitler, there is this idea that failing in art makes you bitter and angry, especially when you are confronted with the cringe.