I dont believe in communism, therefore i was propagandized by america. Or, they assume I am dumb and I was propagandized by conservatives. They slur me repeatedly, they try to beat me. They gaslight me, they slur me all the time. Even in my family they were gaslighting me and calling me crazy. But they are never "crazy" they pretend they know reality.
Obviously normies are not arguing about this object I possess, they argue against the meaning I decided it holds. And I simply became isolated inside myself trying to prove I exist. And I get ridiculed, mocked, I think for a time they really made me believe I am stupid and crazy so my school grades also dropped. They were projecting the dumbass personality so hard on me, that I began to mirror it, I started to act foolish like a clown.
Sometimes I want to cry, or kill myself. Nobody will ever take me seriously. And I will always lose in argument against leninist professors, against normies who pretend they are "deep" while they quote nietzsche.
Basically I was at genova. there was a russian agitator in the streets, dressed with a black uniform. He was from the anarchy group, that one with the chaos symbol. He was one of these kabbalist duginist people, and he was propagandizing for the usage of the word "russophobia" to organize an antifa operation in my country. I approached him, pretending I give a shit about his psyop. And I succeeded, he believed my act. And I obtained this newspaper which proves to me I am not crazy.
since then, I hold this newspaper like a talisman. Whenever I doubt myself or my sanity. I touch it, I regain my power. I will not lose against normies.