I was traumatized for sure but in another way. In the system I suffered I was not explicitly denying access to sex. In reality, sex was encouraged and I lived in the period of decadence after "sexual revolution" that culminated into the blackpill awakening of 2010. So, in my youth sex was still thought as "attainable and possible, desirable and morally edifying".
Problem is desirability is rarely spontaneous. Unless youre chad rule bender, desirability is based on cultural stories. We all rely on collective narratives (if we are not chads, all rules are bent by chads).
Now there are figures highly boosted in every culture, they end up defining the taste of women. Such is the case for Alessandro Baricco who was considered the epitome of "sapiosexual" aesthetics and all women wanted to have sex with "guys like him". You look at his pic, and he doesnt even look hot or anything. Keep in mind, I already premised that for all non-chads is cultural storytelling what matters the most. Status, money, relevance, these things matter for us. If I was chad I would have already bent the rules and fucked the pussy. But im not chad.
Cultural ideals often appear unanimous, as though "i prefer this, because is my choice I came up with it on my own". But what is actually occurring is this: repeated exposure to a narrow aesthetic field creates the cope, shapes the foid brains so they will select in eugenics style all those who carry the traits propagandized by the prevailing media.
So there you have it. I constructed the case by which you can be sexually subjugated, it happened to me. Its not about coercion, what happened to me is that tastes of women were so much narrowed and their imagination was destroyed so much they ended up desiring a super small subset of men. And all women felt it as if "natural" to be attracted to such men. Baricco was the idol, and given my personality traits and physical appearance I was not able to conform to this social type.
Which is why I say I was subjugated sexually. It resulted in me not being able to touch a pussy. And baricco got all the pussy, probably more than chads do.
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