anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

[Mentally lost cel]

ı have been feeling terrible lately , ı am goıng ınsane , very suıcıdal , ı trıed to kıll myself by drinking a lot of antıdepresants , ı dıdnt die


how are you all feeling these days ? for some reason ı feel so sick, tired and dead , since ı had pnemunoıa

ı am trying to lift weights slightly , ı dont know ıf ıt helps or not

ı am plannıng to get into some kınd of rehab in summer in a better asylum this time ı guess , ı dont thınk ı can functıon more

this cant go on lıke this any longer

[General Alek]

don't die, we haven't teamed up against proudweeb yet

[General Alek]

I used to take antidepressants, and they made me suicidal

I was drinking heavily aswell

then again, I was suicidal in a different way before that because my mother tormented and damaged me

[Vincent]

because my mother tormented and damaged me

What did she do? Single mom?

[General Alek]

because my mother tormented and damaged me

What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

[Vincent]

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

That really sucks.

[Darth_aurelius]

because my mother tormented and damaged me

What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

[General Alek]

What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

[General Alek]

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

That really sucks.

you have a similar background?

[Darth_aurelius]

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

[General Alek]

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

Doesn't he find out in the end that his mother isn't even his mother?

Its quite confusing

[Darth_aurelius]

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

Doesn't he find out in the end that his mother isn't even his mother?

Its quite confusing

No he finds out that Thomas Wayne is not his natural father and that his mother had subjected him to horrific and degrading punishments and various tortures while he was a young lad. He had suppressed these memories which later percolated into his conscious mind, thus fueling his desire to go ER on national television.

[Vincent]

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

I also actually didn't enjoy it very much. Well, tastes differ. The basic message is that everyone is just so nasty and the main character is just trying to be nice. Whereas in reality I think everyone is just dumb as fuck AND also nasty.

Not saying it's bad, but I will say I think those who think it's a masterpiece mostly say so because they agree with the film's message.

[Vincent]

you have a similar background?

No. But what you described sounds very bad. Bad childhood I guess. Were you bullied?