I don't see the point in living anymore

[Dar13]

Over the past 3 months i"ve been bedrotting.Lost all will to play vidya and i haven't watched an anime in a long time.I have lost all hope when it comes to ascending a long time ago.I don't see a reason to live amymore.All I do is LDAR in my bed and watch a medical drama or scroll on social media.The normies and foids have destroyed me.I can barely cope and in general I don't enjoy doing anything anymore.I was always a sub5 autist who never fit in.When it comes to socializing i"ve got friends on discord.But I want tto hang out with someone irl.Love and affection are things i desire more than sex but the sex part would be great aswell.I"ve been taking an anti-depressant this month.Hopefully I will be able to get out of bed one day and start coping with vidya again. It's over for me.

[DOUGH]

Well brother, I've noticed over the last few months that you've been making the same post over and over again. Something needs to change, for you to escape this seemingly torturous eternal doom. And it's not impossible, I'm also on the same route, I went from being depressed all day (spending 22 hours on bed doomscrolling, eating lots) to being less depressed and able to go outside and do stuff. It's still work in progress.

Anti-depressants are a good opportunity to make this change. I used to be against them strongly, but when you're truly screwed, you release how important they are. SSRIs take 6-8 weeks to act (others like Auvelity or esketamine only take a week), so hopefully you see a change soon, but you should aim for something new every day. If you're under 25, there's still hope, because your neuroplasticity nosedives after that and you seem to have some hope (being on this forum instead of .is generally shows you believe that action can result in change).

[Tovarishcel]

Over the past 3 months i"ve been bedrotting.Lost all will to play vidya and i haven't watched an anime in a long time.I have lost all hope when it comes to ascending a long time ago.I don't see a reason to live amymore.All I do is LDAR in my bed and watch a medical drama or scroll on social media.The normies and foids have destroyed me.I can barely cope and in general I don't enjoy doing anything anymore.I was always a sub5 autist who never fit in.When it comes to socializing i"ve got friends on discord.But I want tto hang out with someone irl.Love and affection are things i desire more than sex but the sex part would be great aswell.I"ve been taking an anti-depressant this month.Hopefully I will be able to get out of bed one day and start coping with vidya again. It's over for me.

brother dont give up.. we are here for you to talk all the time and help with anything...

dont go the easy out and run away. stay together with brothers and unite

[Darth_aurelius]

Over the past 3 months i"ve been bedrotting.Lost all will to play vidya and i haven't watched an anime in a long time.I have lost all hope when it comes to ascending a long time ago.I don't see a reason to live amymore.All I do is LDAR in my bed and watch a medical drama or scroll on social media.The normies and foids have destroyed me.I can barely cope and in general I don't enjoy doing anything anymore.I was always a sub5 autist who never fit in.When it comes to socializing i"ve got friends on discord.But I want tto hang out with someone irl.Love and affection are things i desire more than sex but the sex part would be great aswell.I"ve been taking an anti-depressant this month.Hopefully I will be able to get out of bed one day and start coping with vidya again. It's over for me.

Join element if you haven't already done so in order that I may speak with you using the vc feature.

[Veridion Spartan]

We are here for you comrade! It's good that you are taking anti-depressants, I take them as well. Give them a few weeks to kick in and take effect. If you want to take action, start with small baby steps. Break down tasks into small parts and then just do that one first part. Make sure you are getting nutrients, take vitamins (I can send you a list if you want), drink 8 cups of water, get sunlight (10 minutes), breathe in fresh air from outside, and importantly you must exercise. Just move around whether it's a walk, pushups, or jogging in place. Stretch and have good posture, hold your shoulders back and raise your head like a string is pulling up from your spine. Join element if you want to voice chat about anything. Above all, have hope. We are working towards something every day.

[TheRapist]

I don't blame you, keep in mind if someone blames you then he's a fucking idiot