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anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 24 Feb 2025, 16:00
by Mentally lost cel
ı have been feeling terrible lately , ı am goıng ınsane , very suıcıdal , ı trıed to kıll myself by drinking a lot of antıdepresants , ı dıdnt die


how are you all feeling these days ? for some reason ı feel so sick, tired and dead , since ı had pnemunoıa

ı am trying to lift weights slightly , ı dont know ıf ıt helps or not

ı am plannıng to get into some kınd of rehab in summer in a better asylum this time ı guess , ı dont thınk ı can functıon more

this cant go on lıke this any longer

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 24 Feb 2025, 16:06
by General Alek
don't die, we haven't teamed up against proudweeb yet

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 24 Feb 2025, 16:08
by General Alek
I used to take antidepressants, and they made me suicidal

I was drinking heavily aswell

then again, I was suicidal in a different way before that because my mother tormented and damaged me

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:37
by Vincent
General Alek wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 16:08 because my mother tormented and damaged me
What did she do? Single mom?

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44
by General Alek
Vincent wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:37
General Alek wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 16:08 because my mother tormented and damaged me
What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:49
by Vincent
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44 Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long
That really sucks.

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:51
by Darth_aurelius
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44
Vincent wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:37
General Alek wrote: 24 Feb 2025, 16:08 because my mother tormented and damaged me
What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:


anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55
by General Alek
Darth_aurelius wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:51
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44
Vincent wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:37
What did she do? Single mom?

Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55
by General Alek
Vincent wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:49
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44 Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long
That really sucks.

you have a similar background?

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 17:57
by Darth_aurelius
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55
Darth_aurelius wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:51
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:44


Yep

She was mostly stressed and hysterical

She would just do anything to me that she felt like, call me every name under the sun, tell me I was everything bad

She was a narcissist, and no man could really stand her for long

The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 18:03
by General Alek
Darth_aurelius wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:57
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55
Darth_aurelius wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:51


The more I learn about you through these many anecdotes you've shared, the more it reinforces in my mind the need for you to see the film "Joker" which I have been recommending you watch for months now. You remind me of the titular character, AKA Arthur Fleck. Here is the first trailer they released for the film which itself is an absolute cinematic masterpiece:

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

Doesn't he find out in the end that his mother isn't even his mother?

Its quite confusing

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 18:05
by Darth_aurelius
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 18:03
Darth_aurelius wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:57
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55

I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again

It is a masterpiece regardless of what you think. Unlike you, I am a refined and sophisticated connoisseur of film who has watched literally thousands of movies in my life and acquired an incomparable level of discernment and critical perspective. I would personally rate Joker an 8/10 stars.

Doesn't he find out in the end that his mother isn't even his mother?

Its quite confusing

No he finds out that Thomas Wayne is not his natural father and that his mother had subjected him to horrific and degrading punishments and various tortures while he was a young lad. He had suppressed these memories which later percolated into his conscious mind, thus fueling his desire to go ER on national television.

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 19:49
by Vincent
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55 I saw it

I didn't particularly enjoy it

But maybe I could watch it again
I also actually didn't enjoy it very much. Well, tastes differ. The basic message is that everyone is just so nasty and the main character is just trying to be nice. Whereas in reality I think everyone is just dumb as fuck AND also nasty.

Not saying it's bad, but I will say I think those who think it's a masterpiece mostly say so because they agree with the film's message.

anyone also getting high on panic attacks?

Posted: 14 Jul 2025, 19:51
by Vincent
General Alek wrote: 14 Jul 2025, 17:55 you have a similar background?
No. But what you described sounds very bad. Bad childhood I guess. Were you bullied?