i asked her 2 days ago can i go by myself at the weekend to climb i live in some small shitcity so i have to drive to capital for hour with a bus to do something cool and fun she agreed only if i din't mess scholl this week which i din't so the last thing to do was to print a
agreement bcs i am not 18 and they need it in case i did something to myself to to take responsibility away from themselfs she printed it and i was happy i have older brother around 20 he is climbing for like 3/4 years but he is jacked asf and he does the hardest thing he competes in copetitions he agreed but said he has very much this weekend so he said he can next week so i asked my friend that i loaded with vids and other stuff to make him go with me and he agreed but he messed up scholl so his parents din't agree i had 2 options go alone or ask my older sister she said she can't this weekend so i have to go alone
here the problem start bcs my mom is irrational low iq foid and she lives 101% on here emotions never logic i have great example when i was 12 i flew to fucking switzerland ALONE and she agreed with no reflections then when i was 13 i flew 2 times in one year and then again at 15 she always agreed for me to fly alone across whole fucking continet but when i want to go for one day like drive at morning and came back at evening she declined THE FUCK SHE SAID I CAN WITH SOMEONE BUT NOT ALONE TF IS THIS why i dont get it she allowed 12yo me to fly across eu but i can't go to capital which takes 1h with a bus so 2h for driving to go climb some wall WHERE IS THE LOGIC and then for example i root whole day in my room for like month do nothing isolate myself in rage and she has problem i don't do anything with my ''FRIENDS'' or don't go outside.
this thread is written in rage and anger so i might wrote some words wrong so forgive me this i just wanted to make some big post and decided to take this topic i will prob do some big post about my sport ''carrer'' can't find better word for this just wait i'l make it in a few days
