I saw that oriental stacey dermatologist again

[SonOfElliotRodger]

I felt rather excited today but told myself I shouldn't be this happy. This time she had a young foid assistant with her who could have been best categorized as a high tier becky. The high tier becky asked me a few questions as was standard routine and then the oriental stacey came in and she was looking even hotter this time.

After niceties were exchanged I asked her if I should take off my shirt as I did las time and she said yes. I took it off and she began examining the abccess on my back which appears to have gotten better for the most part. As soon as I took off my shirt her high tier becky assistant walked backwards into the corner and pretended to be doing something on the iPad she had with her. (It appears as though this practice uses iPads for work purposes) I am assuming she did not want to see me without my shirt on as I have a ton of body hair and I give off the impression I have a beer gut when nowadays its just a loose concentration of muscle mass centered around my abdomen given my lack of physical activity. Though I don't qualify to be abdominally obese given my current waist length.

The high tier becky did not want to see me without my shirt on though I could tell she glanced over once and then went back to her iPad.

It would be a different story if it was a fucking chad taking his shirt off in front of them they would be drooling all over. both of them

But today I got to take my shirt off in front of two foids one of them a stacey the other a high tier becky. Two foids saw me without my shirt on. This is a milestone for incels and for myself.

This is probably the second time foids saw me without my shirt on and I enjoyed it even though it was just part of their job.

I enjoyed having the oriental stacey touching my back again. It felt hot.

[Orzmund]

Thanks for sharing. I dislike attending medical appointments and the like because it expends time I would rather waste. Interacting with beautiful women doesn't excite or titillate me; also, my social skills have atrophied and mitigated significantly over the years so it wouldn't benefit me to even attempt interacting with these people. They've grown prejudiced against me, and I have nothing desirable to offer them.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

Thanks for sharing. I dislike attending medical appointments and the like because it expends time I would rather waste. Interacting with beautiful women doesn't excite or titillate me; also, my social skills have atrophied and mitigated significantly over the years so it wouldn't benefit me to even attempt interacting with these people. They've grown prejudiced against me, and I have nothing desirable to offer them.

I am pretty much in the same boat as you but I attended this appointment because I like to keep my health in check.

This appointment gave me the chance to interact with a stacey and a high tier becky as I rarely am able to do that. I know ti doesn't mean anything but for an incel its good as it brings some happiness and form of foid interaction that is the case with me but others might not feel this way. I get that part.

[Orzmund]

Thanks for sharing. I dislike attending medical appointments and the like because it expends time I would rather waste. Interacting with beautiful women doesn't excite or titillate me; also, my social skills have atrophied and mitigated significantly over the years so it wouldn't benefit me to even attempt interacting with these people. They've grown prejudiced against me, and I have nothing desirable to offer them.

I am pretty much in the same boat as you but I attended this appointment because I like to keep my health in check.

This appointment gave me the chance to interact with a stacey and a high tier becky as I rarely am able to do that. I know ti doesn't mean anything but for an incel its good as it brings some happiness and form of foid interaction that is the case with me but others might not feel this way. I get that part.

These kinds of interactions do not satisfy me. I'm too aware of the corruption, ignorance, and harsh indifference of women to consecrate them as worthy of my adoration or desire.

[SonOfElliotRodger]

Thanks for sharing. I dislike attending medical appointments and the like because it expends time I would rather waste. Interacting with beautiful women doesn't excite or titillate me; also, my social skills have atrophied and mitigated significantly over the years so it wouldn't benefit me to even attempt interacting with these people. They've grown prejudiced against me, and I have nothing desirable to offer them.

I am pretty much in the same boat as you but I attended this appointment because I like to keep my health in check.

This appointment gave me the chance to interact with a stacey and a high tier becky as I rarely am able to do that. I know ti doesn't mean anything but for an incel its good as it brings some happiness and form of foid interaction that is the case with me but others might not feel this way. I get that part.

These kinds of interactions do not satisfy me. I'm too aware of the corruption, ignorance, and harsh indifference of women to consecrate them as worthy of my adoration or desire.

So is there any way in which you try and satisfy urges for foid interaction? Or is the urge completely gone at this point?

[Orzmund]

So is there any way in which you try and satisfy urges for foid interaction? Or is the urge completely gone at this point?

It perished before I truly felt its affect. In the past, I may have reconciled the desire for physical intimacy through prostitution or simulated, imaginal coitus. This only served to prolong and redirect my longing instead of thoroughly remedying it. An inoculation of sexual love is required to overcome its maladaptation. I haven't figured it out yet, and the solution might be impossible. The current decadent trends rooted in nihilistic acquiescence and the appreciation for extravagance have only bolstered in influence the past few years, I suspect that will continue indefinitely until a monumental event seizes the masses. I doubt this degenerative epoch will change, we must endure its challenges and live for our own reasons.