International Brotherhood of Men

title Im retarded my IQ is in high 70s which for my age demographic should be at least 85 everybody thinks I'm smart for some reason tho because I'm able to understand philosophical concepts but outside of that I'm retarded I hate myself so much my memory is shit my whole life is one big humiliation ritual i always say stupid shit or bring up my weird interests and never goes well I'm curious but too retarded to do anything with it ND is a curse

I feel you man, I myself have Aspergers and possible schizophrenia and im low IQ. At least in terms of academics. I am severely autistic and I used to and still have meltdowns where I scream, cry, punch, kick, and throw things. I wish I was one of those people who are ND and high IQ like Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory but I am not. This is a brutal life.