Who else grew up with inferior TV watchers?
Posted: 14 May 2026, 05:30
Im gona try relatability on the internet. But I never found others relating to my situation. Im very shit at relatability on the internet, I am often surpassed by people who proclaim their admiration for joker and taxi driver.
Well, my relatability moment is this one: I grew up in a TV watcher family. When I was born I was subjected to TV watcher parents, so I suffered on my skin the degradation and humiliating sense of social inferiority. But for a while I believed myself to be also genetically inferior and unworthy.
When I woke up to the reality of my shitlife, I tried to put a patch on it. And there was a period where I was hyper motivated. I have read over a thousand books and people who knew me told me I semeed a different person. And I realized all these new words polluted my mind for a period, I was unable to behave normally.
I also tried mnemonics, I memorized a mini-book, did training every day. And this lasted 4 or 5 years. For a period I was firmly believing the only real "rebellion" is to boost your own intelligence.
Other peoples told me rebellion is call everything "capitalism" or to blame the jews. But I knew they were all liars. For almost a decade I believed this to be true so much I was able to also protract my mental expansion for long enough.
An effect I noticed is other TV watchers started to hate me. I received nothing but hate. I also started to hate them back.
Unfortunately all of this left a hole in my chest. And I know very deeply how is like to be born in a TV watcher family. Your life becomes narrativized, no new ideas, everything is already heard, people repeat things that you heard a million times. People repeat words of a big shot journalist, you feel nausea every day. People scream every day, my mother was screaming and blaming everyone around things she seen on TV.
My brother was aggressive, he was saying liberalism is the cause of everything, but he would embarrass himself because he was unable to offer any basic definition of the issue. My brother just heard some lively debate on TV, and mimicked the emotional reactions.
The sides in a TV debate are often framed peoples vs elite, and so all the senses are artificial constructs. When you are in a TV watcher family you feel a sense of social inferiority, and people are also given "the alternative narrative". You have to scream every day, and you get nothing but hate and aggression.
When you go to school, your peers were tortured and humiliated by TV watcher parents, they had mental trauma and they would cope with other TV watcher programs like rap music and other fake narratives. Everyone sees the world in chunks and groups, theres the metalheads, the rap listeners the jocks. All these behaviors are artificial, and you get hate from every single one of them.
The world itself at some point begins being nothing but a reflection of TV. Later came internet with social media. But is essentially the same as TV only slightly better or worse depending on the situation.
Well, my relatability moment is this one: I grew up in a TV watcher family. When I was born I was subjected to TV watcher parents, so I suffered on my skin the degradation and humiliating sense of social inferiority. But for a while I believed myself to be also genetically inferior and unworthy.
When I woke up to the reality of my shitlife, I tried to put a patch on it. And there was a period where I was hyper motivated. I have read over a thousand books and people who knew me told me I semeed a different person. And I realized all these new words polluted my mind for a period, I was unable to behave normally.
I also tried mnemonics, I memorized a mini-book, did training every day. And this lasted 4 or 5 years. For a period I was firmly believing the only real "rebellion" is to boost your own intelligence.
Other peoples told me rebellion is call everything "capitalism" or to blame the jews. But I knew they were all liars. For almost a decade I believed this to be true so much I was able to also protract my mental expansion for long enough.
An effect I noticed is other TV watchers started to hate me. I received nothing but hate. I also started to hate them back.
Unfortunately all of this left a hole in my chest. And I know very deeply how is like to be born in a TV watcher family. Your life becomes narrativized, no new ideas, everything is already heard, people repeat things that you heard a million times. People repeat words of a big shot journalist, you feel nausea every day. People scream every day, my mother was screaming and blaming everyone around things she seen on TV.
My brother was aggressive, he was saying liberalism is the cause of everything, but he would embarrass himself because he was unable to offer any basic definition of the issue. My brother just heard some lively debate on TV, and mimicked the emotional reactions.
The sides in a TV debate are often framed peoples vs elite, and so all the senses are artificial constructs. When you are in a TV watcher family you feel a sense of social inferiority, and people are also given "the alternative narrative". You have to scream every day, and you get nothing but hate and aggression.
When you go to school, your peers were tortured and humiliated by TV watcher parents, they had mental trauma and they would cope with other TV watcher programs like rap music and other fake narratives. Everyone sees the world in chunks and groups, theres the metalheads, the rap listeners the jocks. All these behaviors are artificial, and you get hate from every single one of them.
The world itself at some point begins being nothing but a reflection of TV. Later came internet with social media. But is essentially the same as TV only slightly better or worse depending on the situation.