Never Force Yourself Back Into Society

[OutcastedOutcast]

There's a reason why you have been rejected in the first place.

Take that and leave it as that and walk away. Don't look back.

One of the biggest mistakes of men like us, is that we get baited into trying to fit back into society once again.
"You need to get a job."
"Why can't you just be like the others?"
"It's because you don't try to fit in is why they hate you."
Sound familiar?

Problem is that the system and the people know we are not them. The way we act and look are all off.
Trying to fit in will only increase your suffering.

You will constantly need to prove yourself to people in the real world. They already made up their minds of people like us. From the very first second they saw us, they knew something was off. Even if you mask your pain, they will notice it. They have a keen eye for looking for vulnerabilities.

You will forever be clawing your way to be validated till your an old man.

Remember this. They will always hate you.
They hated you when you were good.
They hated you when you did what they said you should do and be.
They hate you no matter what you do.
Don't fall for their lies and try to fit in with them. Why would you want to suffer more?

Save yourself the headache and pain by cutting everyone out of your life unless they are close to you. Learn to be with yourself. You'll be uncomfortable at first but you'll get used to it eventually.

Just don't. Yes work and do what's needed to survive.
But don't try to fit in. Don't talk to them. Don't try to be friendly. Just accept that your in this position and do your best to live quietly and peacefully from there on.

You will regret embarking on trying to seek their approval. Just when your about to feel like everything's coming together, they'll push you out and rattle you around to remind you of your place beneath them as they see it.

[whitemonster]

They kinda have a subhuman detector.
They are like predators.

[Tovarishcel]

You will regret embarking on trying to seek their approval. Just when your about to feel like everything's coming together, they'll push you out and rattle you around to remind you of your place beneath them as they see it.

that last sentence really got me