Assimilationist girl in university

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In university there was this assimilationist girl, and she was assimilated in the normie group of chicks. She was mildly boastful and it was made evident by her role in the caste system she would not mingle with the "losers" myself included. She was mingling with higher caste girls. Differences in socio-economic status were made evident. All other girls had their dads giving them comfy spots in life.

Hierarchy in university is this: im below, I dont belong. For example one visible clue of my inferiority is that I did not join study groups, I did not receive invitation to join party and I was not welcomed or accepted in the smoking areas. These are the most visible status emanations in the univesity I was going.

In the university apartments I was quickly excluded, spotted out as an incel. Firstly the normies did think im one of them, and girls invited me. Their invitation was rejected by me, but they also understood I am incel. Because I made it visible, evident.

Ok, so this girl I am telling you about is an assimilationist. She is from a lower caste, a student that has to work to survive and was spending waay too much money in clothing. In the hierarchy she was my superior. But, it happened this: she was hired by the boomer pub close to university.

There is a boomer pub were avg age is 65. They hired her, probably that was her only option. And when I went in the street, our eyes met and she had a ghastly face. I felt a terrible sense of defeat in her, a stench of failure. She looked like she was demoralized and destroyed within, she visibly did not want to meet my eyes and she did not want me to recognize her and notice her. She obviously was not flaunting status anymore, its the worst defeat when a girl wannabe normie is hired by boomer pub. She visibly felt humiliated. Whats worse I felt her emotions and I had stomach pain. Its horrid to see the defeat of an assimilationist failure. This girl maybe is not an incel but her humiliating life made me think I am much above her and I am privileged compared to her.

This breaks the hierarchy in university. In the boomer pub, the roles are reversed, im the superior shes the inferior.